Oh look, I turned a year older. And apparently my hormones started kicking in.

Straight to the point, I want to find someone. To hold hands with. To hug with deep intimacy. To keep me warm. And to have each other.

It's getting pretty lonely.

Yes. My hormones have apparently activated my cheesy mode on. Oh. Why now.

I think I should've encountered these things five years ago. But what can you do, I lived and breathed in a bubble that seemed like a Neverland. These thoughts did not seem to be relevant during those times.

But I bide my time. The only thing to do is wait.


Yes, I really believe it's my hormones talking.

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Is it really just okay for me to do this? Out of curiousity? Or am I that desperate?

I mean, I don't think it's wrong to get attracted to them, but to seriously step out of the border and go for it?

I wonder if I'll ever get condemned.